Writer's Block: Hit the road, Cupid
I have never had a reason to celebrate Valentine's Day. Every year the day passes and I am alone. I kinda view V-day as a huge reminder than I am single. It almost makes me want to stay in the house...
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Jeissac's 17th B-Day
Today my sister turned 17, which is fucking crazy 'cause it feels like just yesterday she was a fucking preteen. She's grown up pretty fast and honestly it makes me feel a bit old. I worry about her...
View ArticleMeh...
I used to think I wanted love, but now I am thinking I just wanna fuck. I'm awkward though...so that probably wouldn't even work out like it does in my head.And anyway, I do want love. These books are...
View ArticleBad Storm
I had a bit of an interesting weekend. There were storms all over North Carolina. I heard on the news that over twenty-two people lost their lives because of a few tornadoes that touched down. A...
View ArticleWeekly Weigh In
Weigh In : 280.1 lbsAbout a month ago, I weighed myself and I weighed in at 295 lbs. I was pretty devastated. I swore that I would never go past 300 lbs again, yet there I was, practically on the edge...
View ArticleKnow who your friends are.
Let’s say you are dumb enough to take a substance without knowing the facts of how it will affect your body. If you were to have a bad reaction, who among your “friends” would actually risk their own...
View ArticleSTARTING TO GET BACK INTO WORKING OUT.
It’s been a couple weeks since I stopped working out. I’ve still been going on long walks, but that’s not really enough to get me where I want to be. This morning I jogged on the treadmill before...
View ArticleI wish I wasn't so awkward in social situations.
It’s a wonder I have any friends at all. Then again, all of my friends are in Ohio. I miss them so badly sometimes. I miss getting drunk with Jordan. I miss getting Starbucks and hanging out at the...
View ArticleFuck, man. I still can't believe that Whitney Houston is dead.
I remember when I was in middle school and I was pretty much obsessed with the soundtrack for The Bodyguard. Whitney had such an amazing voice and I was just in awe of it. I remember sitting in the bus...
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Article 7
Another reason why I want to move back this summer. I feel like my friends are moving on and if I take to long to come back there may not be a place for me in their lives anymore.
View ArticleFirst Chubby Experience xD
I was asked on a forum to describe my first sexual experience with another chubby man. I responded with this.I was 14 :/ A friend had hooked me up with a friend from her school. We both spent the night...
View ArticleI just want to get to a point where I am truly content with my life.
I don’t need anything extravagant. I don’t need lots of money or lots of friends. I just want a simple life. I wanna surround myself with good people and I want someone to protect and love and care...
View ArticleBeing away from Ohio for the past couple years has taught me a lot about who...
Some of my friends haven’t made much of an effort to stay in contact. That’s life, I guess. Some friends just grow apart and distance doesn’t help matters. It’s weird when I see some people and I think...
View Article2013
Now that we are approaching a new year I want to get back on track with my excersising and I want to get my eating habits under control. I wanna be like I was when I left the hospital a couple years...
View ArticleLove is dead.
Supposedly, love is this great and powerful thing. It’s this crazy, frightening, exhilarating experience. Once in a lifetime. Soul mates and growing old together and all that. Something like a fairy...
View ArticleNo one needs me. Not really.
No one would be lost without me. No one is truly invested in my life. No one depends on me. I don't know how to feel about that. Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.
View ArticleThoughts
When I was a kid I used to dream about what my life would be like when I grew up. I remember when my dream was to be a marine biologist because my mom bought me this book about the ocean and it had all...
View ArticleSome times I feel like I just need to get the fuck out of here for a while.
It's just a fucked up situation all around. And being here when there's all this fighting and sobbing going on is just too much. And I sit here and I worry about my friend. And I pray that somehow she...
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For the past couple of nights I have been sleeping with his shirt draped over my pillow.It smells like him and in a way it comforts me. And for brief moments I can shut my eyes and pretend he's with...
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He's usually pretty quiet after we fuck. I wonder if he feels guilty.I almost want to ask but somehow I'm afraid of the answer.He's fucking his boyfriend right now. It's hard not to hear them.Even...
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Today was a good day. Well, aside from L's car breaking down. I treated him and Guin to Wafflehouse.Then we headed home and gathered on Guin's bed to binge some tv. She was dozing off in the corner of...
View ArticleI hate waiting...
but I understand. I'm just a sidefuck. Friends with benefits at best. I don't usually make the first move because it's hard to get a read on him sometimes. But he does have subtle ways of letting me...
View ArticleThe weekends tend to be pretty boring for me.
L's boyfriend is home during the weekend, so I won't get to see him much. I don't actually have other friends that I hang out with. So I stay home playing video games, smoking pot and listening to...
View Articleon the subject of love
My boss told me something the other day. He said he was watching tv with his wife and she fell asleep on his lap. He said he was just watching her sleep and thought to himself "I would'nt trade this...
View ArticleEssay
Gay Adoption: Are Gay and Lesbian Couples Suitable for Parenting? There has been a large amount of debate surrounding gay and lesbian rights, as of late. With such publicized issues such as gay...
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